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Joe Westerman’s wife has said the thought of kissing her wandering husband makes her want to throw up after she sees footage of him performing sex with a woman in an alleyway behind Greggs.
The loose Castleford Tigers striker, 33, told Lauren Westerman, 33, “words will never explain how sorry I am” over the unpleasant incident with a blonde estate agent at the back of a bakery after one night in the city center of Pontefract. .
Ms Westerman had said she “could never get it out of my mind” after telling friends her marriage is “a trillion percent over.” She insists that Joe knows there is ‘no going back’ from his sex scandal.
She said: ‘The truth is, he only told me because he was on social media. But I’m glad they found him because the thought of kissing him after that makes me sick.
Lauren has said that Joe has sent her a series of menial texts to save their marriage.
Westerman was caught (pictured) performing a sexual act on a woman; his wife says that cheating on her makes her feel sick
Lauren Westerman, 33, (pictured yesterday at the family home in Castlewood) said her husband’s actions had caused irreparable harm to her and their children and their marriage was over.
Joe Westerman’s subservient text messages to his wife have surfaced
His angry wife said the video had caused irreparable harm to her and their children, aged nine and 14, but added she was “glad” she watched it so she wouldn’t have to kiss him again.
Revealing his text messages since he cheated on her, Mr. Westerman said: “I can’t explain what happened because I physically can’t remember.”
‘It’s disgusting and now I have to live with it forever. Losing you and the children is heartbreaking Lauren, you deserve so much better. You always said that alcohol would fuck me up.
His wife replied that she had warned her about his drinking. He replied: ‘Story of my life. I miss you like crazy. U was perfect.
I need you to know that I don’t remember anything from that night. I look like a zombie.
Lauren spent Valentine’s Day alone with her three children and said she was “so sorry” for them after other kids at her school cruelly sent them the video on Snapchat.
The woman in the video is believed to be the wife of one of the rugby league star’s best friends and has now lost her job following the incident, according to Ms Westerman.
Ms Westerman said she “could never get it out of my mind” after telling friends her marriage to the Castleford Tigers star was “a billion percent over.”
Castleford Tigers rugby league star Joe Westerman (pictured during training on Tuesday) has been seen for the first time since the sex tape scandal.
She said Sun: ‘There is absolutely no excuse for what he has done, not only to me, but also to our children and family in general.
I went on Twitter and saw that it had been removed and removed many times and then about half an hour later it was posted.
“I just felt physically sick.”
Ms. Westerman said that Mr. Westerman had confessed to his actions the next day after being caught with the blonde real estate agent after a day-long drinking session.
He later publicly apologized to his family and friends after the graphic video went viral on Twitter.
Speaking about the woman in the video, Ms Westerman said: ‘It’s the children I feel for. Our children and their children.
‘She’ll never get over it. She lost her job and there are memes of her sweeping the internet, her children are going to see that.
She reiterated that her marriage to Joe is “a billion percent over” and that she has been “numbed” by the incident.
The couple married in 2014 and share three children.
It is believed that Joe has also been rejected by his supposed best friend, whom he has known for many years.
Ms Westerman said her marriage to the rugby star ended after his actions, saying: “the thought of kissing him after that makes me feel bad.”
Mrs Westerman pictured at her home in Castleford yesterday after spending Valentine’s Day alone with her children.
Joe Westerman (pictured last month), who was handed a “substantial fine” by his club, said he was “incredibly sorry” after being caught.
He was ordered by the rugby star’s club to help educate young people about the effects of alcohol and the “dangers of social media when in the public eye”.
Joe was a member of his friend’s wedding party when he got married over 10 years ago.
A friend told MailOnline: ‘There are two families whose lives have been torn apart by this.
A friend of Lauren’s said: ‘The marriage is over forever and Joe knows it. There’s no way Lauren is going to take him back.
MailOnline revealed this week how Lauren, who married the loose striker in 2014, had not spoken to her husband since the images surfaced and was focusing on protecting their children.
The primary teacher said: ‘I just wish it had never happened. My poor children!
Now he has told his friends there is no going back for the Castleford Tigers player.
Lauren recounted how she was “shocked and stunned” by the betrayal and the impact it would have on her children, particularly her 15-year-old daughter.
He reportedly told friends: “There’s no way you’re going to come back after something this horrible.”
It’s one billion percent done.
The rugby player, who was handed a “substantial fine” by his club, said he was “incredibly sorry” after being caught.
The club also ordered the defender to help educate young people about the effects of alcohol and the “dangers of social media when in the public eye.”
Originally from Pontefract, West Yorkshire, Westerman began his career with Castleford Tigers in 2007 after graduating from Featherstone Lions youth club.