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Sarah Cawood broke down when she described the impact of stopping hormone replacement therapy (HRT) and antidepressants during her battle with breast cancer.
The presenter, 50, took to Instagram to share a heartbreaking update after she went public in September with her stage one breast cancer diagnosis.
Sarah sat in her parked car and cried as she explained how to stop what she was taking to relieve her menopausal symptoms and take various medications for her hot flashes, which has depression as a side effect.
Heartbreaking: On Monday, Sarah Cawood, 50, collapsed in an Instagram video as she described the impact of stopping HRT and antidepressants amid her battle with breast cancer
Sarah captioned her unedited video, “I’m solving one problem. Then another one takes its place. Breast cancer is shit.’
She told her followers, “I ask you a lot for a favor today. I’m sorry I look so tired and washed out and c*t…
‘In a nutshell… I went on the Clonidine for my hot flashes. Because of my breast cancer I had to get off my HRT so then my hot flashes were terrible so I went on Clonidine for that.
‘And also when I start my Tamoxifen (medicine against breast cancer), I have to get off my SSRI (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors, an antidepressant).
So tough: The presenter explained how to stop what she was taking to ease her menopausal symptoms and take various medications for her hot flashes
Health Update: In September, Sarah revealed she had been diagnosed with stage one breast cancer, after doctors discovered a lump during her routine mammogram
‘I was given a very low dose of Citalopram. That and the HRT completely wiped out until my menopause symptoms. I was gold. I was kissing. Nothing bothered me, I was really calm, I never lost my temper.
‘Now that I’m taking the Clonidine, one of the side effects is depression, which I noticed almost immediately when I started taking the pills. But I only found out today that it was a side effect
“Besides, I’m off the citalopram now, so I’m cutting the little pills in half. And so I don’t know what to do. Every time I solve a problem, another one takes its place.
“So I don’t know if any of you ladies with breast cancer have the answer, because tamoxifen apparently also causes depression.”
At that moment Sarah cried and through the tears she said, “I’m so sorry. And I didn’t want to cry because everyone will send me nice messages and I won’t have time to answer them and I’ll feel guilty.
Throwback: The presenter who previously ran ’90s favorites Live And Kicking and Top Of The Pops admitted she’s ‘lucky’ doctors discovered the disease early
“But it’s been like this all weekend and it’s just not like me, so I don’t know what the solution is. I have to make an appointment with a doctor tomorrow, but I’m not a priority.
“And I hate to feel this way because I don’t like to let it pass me by, it’s so precious. So if someone from the pink army can help, what should I do?
“I need to get rid of the hot flashes, but I also need to protect my sanity…so I don’t know what to do. I wasn’t sure if anyone had any tips?
“I just want to feel like myself again… It must be this Clonidine stuff because I was absolutely fine until I started taking that a week ago…
“And the hot flashes are much better, but I feel like everyone is kidding me. And all my kindness and kindness is gone and I hate my family and I just want to be alone all the time.”
Important: In addition to undergoing treatment for her diagnosis, Sarah said she is engaged in raising her two children Hunter, 10, and Autumn, nine.
In September, Sarah shared: The sun that she will undergo a lumpectomy, followed by radiation therapy and long-term hormone treatment.
Sarah explained at the time of her diagnosis, explaining that doctors sent her for follow-up after undergoing a routine mammogram because they discovered a lump in her breast.
After an ultrasound and a biopsy, she was told that the lump was not a cyst, and she assumed the worst when she made her way to the surgeon.
Despite being diagnosed with cancer, Sarah, who lives in Essex with her husband Andy Merry and their two children, said doctors reassured her that the condition was treatable.
The TV personality even joked that it was the “Carlsberg of breast cancer,” referencing the popular “if Carlsberg did” advertising campaigns of the early 1990s.
Progress: After her diagnosis, Sarah revealed that she will undergo a lumpectomy, radiation therapy and long-term hormone treatment
She explained, “The surgeon said, ‘Can you see that? That’s a very small cancer.” And I went, ”Oh, OK, is it aggressive?”.
“And she said, ”No”.. And I went, ”Brilliant”… I was like, “OK, so easy to fix?” really a big problem.”
“It really is the Carlsberg of breast cancers. If you must have it, this is the one to have. I feel really happy.
“There are people who are really in the creek without a paddle, who have cancer, and I’m not that person.”
Sarah rose to fame in the 1990s for her presentation role in The Girlie Show, before hosting Live & Kicking, Top Of The Pops and the Eurovision Song Contest.