Molly-Mae Hague admits she thinks she ‘doesn’t like having fun’ and ‘struggles to let her hair down’ in candid new video after her office Christmas party

Molly-Mae Haag admitted Friday that she thinks she “doesn’t like having fun” and is “struggling to let her down” in a candid new video on her YouTube channel.

The influencer, 25, had attended her office Christmas party on Thursday and reflected on the experience with her 1.97 million subscribers.

She explained, “I really wanted to let my hair down last night and I was like tonight, I might have a few drinks coming my way and I’m going to have some fun and I’m really going to try my best to really enjoy myself .

“Honestly, guys, I don’t know how many more times I have to go through a ‘fun night’ or a ‘fun trip’ or anything that would be stereotypically described as fun to realize that I don’t like fun. ‘

The YouTuber added, “I think I may have realized that I actually just don’t like fun. And I’m not even saying that to give any “pick me” vibes, but guys, I don’t actually do that. What is wrong with me?

“Everyone was dancing last night, having the time of their lives and like when I’m bopping I get involved, but I can’t pretend to get up and dance. What is wrong with me? It’s not even like I want to be a killjoy or anything.”

Molly-Mae went into detail about her story, explaining that she “don’t know why” she can’t seem to let go, even after unveiling a few cocktails.

She told her fans: ‘I tried it, I had a porn star martini and I thought, ooh, I’m actually feeling a bit woozy and I thought, this is good – okay. Maybe another one.

“When I drank my second porn star martini, it got warm because I left it too long and just couldn’t get it down.”

‘Before you know it I’ll be back and I won’t feel fuzzy anymore. I’m stone cold sober and everyone is starting to cheer up around me. And before you know it the whole room is steaming, and you’re stone cold sober.’

She made sure to reassure her followers that she had a ‘nice evening’ and ‘really, really enjoyed it’.

At the end of the video’s segment, she summed up her feelings by saying, “Last night I think I came to the conclusion that, really, how many times will it take before I realize that if I try to I’ll get back from the night and it will still be very tightly in a bun.

“I don’t want to sound like a moaning Myrtle at all in that, but it’s a part of my personality that irritates me because even when I say to myself, let your hair down tonight, have a good time and enjoy hanging out with the girls.” are. .

“I love being around them, but when everyone gets up to dance and have fun, I just shy away.”

Despite her concerns, Molly-Mae looked nothing short of sensational in a stylish black mesh turtleneck and matching fringed trousers as she braved a storm in a beautiful location.

The mother-of-one opted to accessorize her look even further with a chunky black belt with gold buckle detailing and a pair of gold statement earrings.

Sticking with the all-black theme, the TV personality packed her essentials into a small black crossbody handbag before adding inches to her frame with a pair of pointy black heels.

To complete her going out look, Molly styled her blonde locks in an elegant updo and wore a flawless makeup palette.

She captioned the Instagram photos with, “Office Christmas Thu.”

Elsewhere in her new vlog, Molly-Mae opened up about her ‘beautiful’ reunion with her ex-fiance Tommy Fury after they took their daughter Bambi to a soft play center last weekend.

The influencer shocked fans in the summer when she announced her split from the boxer, also 25, who she met on Love Island in 2019.

For the first time since their split, Molly-Mae and Tommy were in each other’s company as they reunited for a festive day out with Bambi, 23 months, in Cheshire on Saturday.

Molly-Mae said: ‘Tommy and I took Bambi to a soft play together yesterday, which was actually a lot of fun to do and a lot of fun to do together.’

But the YouTuber revealed that although it was a beautiful day, she felt empty after waking up to find people had left cruel comments about her weight under photos from the day out.

“I looked at the comments, because of course you go to the comments, and what killed me was that people were more concerned about how big I looked,” she said.

‘The most liked comment was: ‘Molly-Mae is bulking’ and I thought: oh okay. And normally it doesn’t really bother me, but then all the comments were like “Looks like Molly-Mae ate someone” and you can always rely on TikTok’s comments section to… people are coming up with really innovative things to say.

“Like they wouldn’t just say, ‘Oh, it looks like Molly-Mae has gained weight,’ but ‘Molly-Mae ate someone,’ and I’m like, you know what, creative, I like it.

“But I read it and thought, hmm, I guess because I’ve been feeling a little sensitive about my appearance this week and I just felt a little weird about it, even today I was like, oh I don’t feel like my nicest.”

Molly-Mae went on to say that if anything, the awful comments distracted from the fact that she was seen with Tommy.

“But I’m really glad that took precedence over the co-parenting news and that we were seen together,” she said.

Molly-Mae spoke candidly about how the comments made her feel: “It’s also a bit of the confidence when you’re already… It’s like anything, if I hadn’t already been sensitive to that, I think that probably literally was going to happen I didn’t care, but this week I was already feeling sensitive because I wasn’t looking my best right now and it was December and bulking season.

“Like whoever wrote the comment about bulking, don’t you realize we are in winter, this is the time to bulk.”

Molly-Mae’s positive comments about her time with Tommy came hours after the release of a trailer for her new Prime series Behind It All – where she broke down in tears over their split.

The trailer showed the influencer breaking down in tears as she admitted she felt “angry” and “hurt” by Tommy.

The former Love Island star says the couple were ‘completely obsessed’ with each other until the sudden break-up of their five-year relationship, describing the aftermath of their split as the worst months of her entire life.

In the first look at her six-part series with Prime Video, Molly says: ‘All I ever wanted was to get married and suddenly, overnight, every part of my life changed…’

Viewers get an insight into why the couple’s perfect romance fell apart as Molly is filmed having a heated argument with 25-year-old Tommy over the phone.

She says, “Actually, I’m not having this conversation with you,” before the boxer hangs up and Molly rolls her eyes in frustration and says, “Ah, honestly….”

During an emotional conversation with her mother, she reveals the depth of her heartbreak, admitting, “I’m mad at him, and I’m very hurt…” before being filmed hugging daughter Bambi and saying, “I feel that sometimes it really affects you. that I am now alone in this.’