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Married At First Sight UK star April Banbury has said she ‘struggled with her emotions’ during her time on the show on Wednesday.
The former Miss Great Britain, 33, admitted she felt she was “losing herself” as she cried both on and off camera and thanked the welfare team for their support.
Her on-screen husband, George Roberts, was arrested last week on suspicion of controlling and compulsive behavior, the couple are no longer in a relationship.
Angry: Married At First Sight UK star April Banbury, 33, has said she ‘struggled with her emotions’ during her time on the show on Wednesday
April posted a heartbreaking photo of herself in tears alongside a photo of the show’s cast and crew members, George was noticeably absent.
In honor of World Mental Health Day, she wrote: “I wanted to share a little post about my time at MAFS. I cried a lot on and off the camera. I had to deal with situations that I was just not used to.
In life I surround myself with kind hearts, positive vibes and independence. So it was hard for me to be that emotional to watch. It’s not me.’
Her on-screen husband George Roberts was arrested last week on suspicion of controlling and compulsive behavior, the couple is no longer in a relationship (pictured on the show)
Behind the scenes: The former Miss Great Britain admitted she felt she was ‘losing herself’ as she shared a photo of the cast and crew members, George was noticeably absent
April continued: “At times I felt like I was losing myself but luckily I had the amazing wellness team especially @emma_pringle_ Emma you will be a friend forever.
So to anyone who suffers from hidden emotions, don’t be afraid to show them. Let’s start normalizing these emotions and heal from them together.”
George, 40, and April were married in a non-legally binding ceremony after they first met at the altar on the hit E4 show.
April recently returned to her £750,000 South London apartment – without ‘husband’ George.
In honor of World Mental Health Day, she wrote: “I wanted to share a little post about my time at MAFS. I cried a lot on and off the camera. I was confronted with situations I was not used to’
Before the news of his arrest was reported, MailOnline exclusively revealed that April is in therapy following the end of her marriage to the divorced father of four.
His appearance on the E4 show came despite three women who had previous relationships with Roberts reportedly voicing concerns about him. Others would have come forward by now.
E4 is still airing the pre-recorded program with him and his TV wife April after he was arrested.
Father-of-four Roberts, a financial adviser, denies any wrongdoing and has been released on bail by Scotland Yard.
Tricky: April continues: ‘At times I felt like I was losing myself, but luckily I had the great wellness team’
A spokesman for the Metropolitan Police said: ‘On Thursday, September 29, a 40-year-old man was arrested in Worcestershire on suspicion of coercive and coercive behaviour. He was taken to a police station and released on bail pending further investigation.’
Meanwhile, viewers of last Tuesday’s episode of Married At First Sight UK saw April continue to express concern about her husband’s ‘trust issues’, while claiming he could be ‘the one’.
The former Miss GB brought George to London during the show’s homestay week where they met April’s best friend Jose.
As she was having a few drinks, April said to her friend, “It’s been a huge rollercoaster, it’s a journey I thought I’d never take. It hasn’t gone smoothly. I got an insight into George’s life, what it was like, it’s peaceful, very different. We have very different lives. I think that’s what we need to see if we can integrate together.’
TV wedding: George, 40, and April married in a non-legally binding ceremony after they first met at the altar on the hit E4 show
Speaking alone to the camera, Jose said, “The April I know I don’t think she wants to go to the country, she still has a lot to accomplish in the city.”
“As far as compromises go, I don’t want April to do all the work. He also needs to add a small compromise. Like okay, the kids are very important in my life, but so are you.”
April told him, “My biggest concern is the fact that he hasn’t trusted me throughout this process and I haven’t done anything not to trust him.
“Things have happened, things have been said and I feel like I have to defend myself all the time to the point where I don’t know what else I can do to make him believe I never would.”
Example: George was arrested on September 29 on suspicion of controlling and compulsive behavior – but E4 will reportedly still be broadcasting pre-recorded shows
Jose replied, “This is George’s problem, it’s not your problem. He is the one who has to find a solution to his trust problems.
Only to the camera, April said, “My biggest concern that I have expressed to Jose is that George has trust issues.
“I hope he can overcome it because I want to see a future with him and that’s all I can see to prevent it from happening. That’s the most important thing to move forward.’
Trouble: Viewers of Tuesday night’s episode of Married At First Sight UK saw April continue to express concern about her husband’s ‘trust issues’ while claiming he could be ‘the one’
“I really hope he can get there without sabotaging something that could be so great. I hold on to that. I think only time will tell.’
While George was in the bathroom, Jose asked April, “Do you think George is the one?”
April replied, ‘I don’t know, I think George could be the one. I literally adore George, the feelings I have for him are nothing like any I’ve ever had for anyone in the past.”
Confidence: The former Miss GB brought George to London during the show’s home stay week where they met April’s best friend Jose
Over the weekend, April suggested the relationship was over. A source close to April told The sun that she ‘is having a really hard time’ and ‘never wants to see him again’.
A source from the show said they were not aware of any allegations against George before he married April on the TV show.
But one of his ex-girlfriends claimed otherwise. “I’m so shocked to see that he got a podium on a TV show. I messaged Married at First Sight. I said I reported him to the police,” she told The Sun.
Love? April explained: “I don’t know if I think George could be the one. I literally adore George, the feelings I have for him are nothing like any I’ve ever had for anyone’