Lottie Moss claims rehab stint was the ‘best thing ever’ for her mental health

Lottie Moss has claimed that her drug addiction treatment earlier this year for a cocaine addiction was the ‘best ever’ for her mental health.

The 24-year-old model also revealed that she started watching “toxic” porn when she was 11 while performing on Jamie Laing’s Private Parts podcast.

She poignantly confessed that she surrounded herself with people who “just wanted her there because she was drinking and having a good time.”

Kate Moss’ half-sister also explained how she hid her battle with depression for months before her mother Inger and her best friend encouraged her to seek professional help at the center as well.

She told the former Made In Chelsea star: ‘I didn’t realize I was depressed for a long time. I just thought everyone felt this way… and I thought you just got through it.

‘I couldn’t get out of bed in the morning. I stopped modeling; I did some OnlyFans, but not really. I didn’t recognize myself.

“I always wanted to be the fun one, and then I got to the point where my mom and best friend would come up to me and say, ‘You need to kick the habit because you’re so depressed.’

“I had never talked about my true feelings for things. You have to tell people how you feel, be it your therapist, your parents or your friends.

Talking about things you’ve been through is so important because if you don’t, you can’t heal from it, you can never get over it, it just rots in your brain. And then you start blaming yourself for things. It’s a poison.’

Elsewhere in the interview, Lottie revealed that she first started watching porn when she was 11.

She said, ‘I was so young and I had an iPod touch, and I was watching porn on it. I always typed “girls kissing girls”. That was my first ever.

The star – who came out as pansexual in 2020 – added: “I was probably just 11. I was young.”

She continued, “I found out that masturbating was quite young, and I think it was pretty toxic to find pornography so young.

“I felt so much pressure because all the boys at school were watching porn. Men grow up watching porn, but sex isn’t like that.

“I now know pornstars and I know OnlyFans. When they talk to them they say it’s all fake, the whole thing is staged. Sorry to break everyone’s heart.

“I had sex very early. I just had a lot of sex when I was 15, 16. And now I’m like, “I don’t care.”‘

Earlier this year, the influencer revealed online that she was in rehab at an unspecified facility in Arizona for substance abuse issues, particularly with cocaine.

It was reported at the time that Kate had fallen “in and out of sympathy” for her and was left with her “head in her hands” because of Lottie’s career choices.

Page six Also, a family source claimed that even Kate’s daughter Lila, 19, “will have nothing to do with Lottie” because of her antics with the wrong audience.

The insider said: ‘During the lockdown, Kate invited Lottie to live with her in her country home in the Cotswolds. Lila didn’t want anything to do with Lottie on social media.’

The catwalk veteran, who was pictured in 2005 alongside lines of a mysterious white powder, would also find it difficult to be around people abusing cocaine and alcohol.

They added: “Kate was frustrated because Lottie wanted to drink all the time and kept posting sexually provocative things on Insta. It’s not easy for Kate to be around people who drink, and she certainly won’t be around someone who uses cocaine.

“Lottie had been in Los Angeles, running with a fast crowd, and Lila didn’t feel like it at all. She is contemptuous of Lottie. Another time, Lottie dyed her hair pink with Lila’s help, and Lila refused to be in one photo with her on Instagram.”

When Lottie eventually left the Vogue cover star’s house “in a bad mood,” she left behind two bottles of her sister’s favorite bottle of wine, which was interpreted as a “f**k you” gesture, according to the publication.

Meanwhile, sources close to Lottie told The Daily Mail that they expect Kate to keep their distance now that her sister has emerged from the rehab center where she had retired.

Presumably Kate, who has the same father as Lottie but not the same mother, wants to stay clean herself.

With her own model daughter Lila to take care of, Kate’s sobriety is vital, and she also fears the consequences of dealing with a self-confessed addict.

That said, the source added: ‘Although they fell apart during the pandemic when Kate took Lottie in, the couple continued to communicate and I believe Kate played a major role in getting Lottie into a home a few weeks ago. rehabilitation clinic. Kate loves Lottie of course and will always try to help.’

Kate has made numerous sacrifices over the past four years to try and stop using drugs and alcohol, including selling her £10 million home in Highgate, north London, to get ‘out of reach of the capital’s temptations’. move to the Cotswolds.

There she claims to have fallen in love with the countryside and says her garden is “the most beautiful I’ve ever had.” She even learned how to make marmalade.

It is also a safe haven for Lila. Keeping the teen on track and socializing with commercially useful friends like designers Kim Jones and Marc Jacobs is another priority.

“Could Lottie be a good influence on someone?” asks a source. “She’s a nice, fun person to be around, but I don’t think she’s anyone’s idea of ​​a good role model.”

It comes after Lottie’s father confirms that the model is doing “fine” in rehab as she seeks treatment for drug addiction.

After Lottie was accused by a follower of focusing more on her social media content than her recovery, Peter Moss told The sun that his daughter is ‘fine’.

Peter also shares Kate with his first wife Linda Shepherd. Lottie’s mother is model Inger, his second wife.

Lottie – whose career has followed a very different trajectory from her sister’s – shared a series of TikTok videos explaining that she is being treated for “drug addiction.”

Referring to HBO’s new series Euphoria — which focuses on a group of drug-addicted high school students — Lottie added, “I think I took euphoria too literally, guys.”

Lottie has remained active on social media and continues to sell 18+ content on OnlyFans, despite attempts to change her lifestyle – a fact that has not gone unnoticed by followers.

In a second message, she wrote: ‘The staff of r3h4b when I go out for the 10000th time to get $mok3.[sic]’

The video saw her mimicking ‘yeah, I’ll have a motherf***ing cigarette today. If you’re offended by a cigarette, you might as well jump off a cliff now.’

After she shared the video, a follower commented, “In rehab but more focused on making videos? Not doing the necessary work…’, to which Lottie replied, ‘Everyone recovers differently – have a sense of humor.’

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