This is the statement Lori Vallow read today in Freemont County Court, Idaho, before she was sentenced to life without the possibility of parole.
“I’d like to start by quoting John from the New Testament in the Bible. In John chapter 8 verse 7, Jesus says, “Whoever is without sin among you, let him first throw a stone at her.”
Then Jesus says in verse 15, “Ye judge according to the flesh. I judge no man. And yet if I judge, my judgment is true.”
“Jesus knows me and Jesus understands me. I mourn with all of you who mourn my children and Tammy. Jesus Christ knows the truth of what happened here. Jesus Christ knows that no one was killed in this case. Accidental deaths happen, suicides happen, deadly drug side effects happen. I have a different perspective on life because in 2002, when I was pregnant with Tylee, I died in the hospital while I was in labor with her.
“They tried to stop my labour. They put on the table and put something in my IV. I felt my spirit fall to the floor. I stood next to my pregnant body and watched the doctors try to resuscitate me, which took them a few minutes. At that time, my sister Stacey was standing to my left, I turned to hug her and was surprised that her spirit was as tangible as a physical body, because I knew I was in spirit and she was in spirit. She said to show me some things and we went to heaven. Later I returned to my body.
This is the statement Lori Vallow read today in Freemont County Court, Idaho, before she was sentenced to life without the possibility of parole
“Through this experience I have access to heaven and the spirit world. Since then I have had many messages from people who are now living in heaven, including my children, Tylee and Joshua Jackson, my sisters Stacey and Lolly, my aunts and my uncles, and my grandparents.
I have had much contact with Jesus Christ – the savior of this world – and our Heavenly Parents. I have had many angelic visitors come with me and communicate with me and even manifest themselves to me.
Because of this communication, I am sure that my children are happy and busy in the spirit world. Because of my communication with my friend Tammy Daybell, I know that she is also very happy and very busy.
I have always mourned the loss of my loved ones and I have lost many in this mortal world. But I know more than most people, I know where they are now and what they are doing.
“I know how wonderful heaven is and I miss it every day. I know that they all lived in heaven before we were born on earth and that we were all adult spirits in the heavenly reality.
“We chose to come to Earth as mortals. Heaven is more beautiful than you can imagine. I am not afraid of death, but I am looking forward to it.
“I didn’t want to give my body back when I was out, even though my son Colby, whom I adored more than anything, was only six years old at the time and I was about to give birth to this new girl I wanted so much.” Please.
“I was a young mother and you would think I wouldn’t want to leave my children behind, but when I stood in heaven,
‘I didn’t want to go back. I thought they would be fine without me because I was peaceful and happy and I was home.
“But then I was told by Jesus to go back and complete things I was promised or promised to do before I was born.
JJ Vallow and Tylee Ryan disappeared in September 2019. Their bodies were found buried in Daybell’s backyard in June 2020
“This caused me a lot of grief because I knew Heaven was my real home and I wanted to be there because I was free from pain, emotionally and physically, but then I was shown how I would help my children and others in the future, so in the end i agreed to go back to my body.
“Tylee visited me, she is happy and very busy. Tylee is now free from all the pain of her life. Tylee suffered from terrible physical pain throughout her life. I sat with her in the hospital year after year as she screamed in pain when the morphine wasn’t even enough to take the pain away from her pancreatitis.
“I sat there while she cried and held her hair back as she threw up. I am the only person on this earth who knows how much Tylee has suffered in her life. She was in pain every day. She never felt well.
“Her body wasn’t working right and I don’t know if it was because of complications from me dying while she was being born or something else, but she had a really hard life.
“She was sexually abused by her own biological father since she was three years old and she was forced by the family court to visit him against her will for ten years. I fought for her in court, I protected her – I tried to protect her all my life. I worried about her every day.
“Tylee had to get her GED because she couldn’t go to school every day because she never felt well, she felt sick. No one knows that because Tylee, like myself, tried to look good, tried to be a happy person, had hope in life, knew she’s here for a purpose. I kept worrying about her.
Chad and Tammy Daybell pictured before she was killed in October 2019
“One of the times Tylee came to me like a ghost after she died, she said, she ordered me ‘stop worrying mom, we’re fine.’ She knows how I worry and how I miss her.
“The first time JJ visited me after he passed away, he put his arm around me and said to me, ‘You did nothing wrong mom, I love you. And I know you love me every minute of my life. loved.”
“JJ, was a grown ghost and he was very, very tall when he put his arm around me. He’s busy, he’s engaged, he has jobs he does there, and he’s happy where he is. His life was shot down, but JJ’s life made sense. He was a great person and touched everyone’s life.
“My eternal friend Tammy Daybell has visited me several times. She came to bring me peace and comfort. And I know she is extremely busy helping her family, especially her children and grandchildren. I have a great love for Tammy
My beautiful children rest safe today in the arms of Jesus. My wonderful friend Tammy Daybell is resting safe in the arms of Jesus today.
“I look forward to the day when we are all reunited and I, too, will rest in the arms of my Jesus.”