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Lauren Goodger has shared a post about receiving ‘no support’ after going through a ‘horrendous whirlwind’ the past few weeks.
The former TOWIE star, 35, tragically lost her newborn baby, Lorena, due to complications during the birth last month whilst she was grieving her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost his life when his car plunged 70ft off a cliff in Turkey.
Lauren was also allegedly assaulted on the day of her baby’s funeral. Her boyfriend Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested and bailed following the incident.
Awful: Lauren Goodger has shared a post about receiving ‘no support’ after going through a ‘horrendous whirlwind’ the past few weeks
On a black background, she penned on her Instagram Stories: ‘No support was all the motivation I needed.’
Another post that quickly followed read: ‘What ain’t real won’t last, so I let everything play out.’
Elsewhere, Lauren shared her heartfelt tattoo tribute to her late daughter Lorena, as she she showed off the delicate script and butterfly inked on her wrist.
Hard time: The former TOWIE star, 35, tragically lost her newborn baby, Lorena, due to complications during the birth last month whilst she was grieving her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost his life when his car plunged 70ft off a cliff in Turkey
On a black background, she penned on her Instagram Stories: ‘No support was all the motivation I needed.’
Memories: Elsewhere, Lauren shared her heartfelt tattoo tribute to her late daughter Lorena, as she she showed off the delicate script and butterfly inked on her wrist
It comes shortly after she thanked her fans for their support during an ‘awful heartbroken time’.
Taking to Instagram, she penned: ‘Just want to say thank you to everyone for all the love and support in this horrendous terrible whirlwind in my life in the last few weeks. I do read your messages thank you!
‘During this traumatic time I’ve lost but I’ve also gained some values in this awful heartbroken time… some new friends and become closer to my current ones and some family.
‘It really has shown me who is meant to be in my life and I love each and every one of you.’
Heartbreaking: Lauren tragically lost her newborn daughter while giving birth to her last month after she was born with two knots in her umbilical cord, tied around her neck
Traumatic: Her daughter Lorena was laid to rest two weeks before Jake’s funeral was held on Tuesday. Jake, 33, and Lauren dated Jake from 2012 to 2016
Lauren continued: ‘I only have a few and that’s all I need and it’s taught me some lifelong lessons how ever hard it’s been.
‘I asked Lorena when I had her at home the night before her funeral “please guide me please let my life lead the path it’s meant to be and give me strength and courage.’
‘And I lot change instantly and I trust her she is making my new path thank you Lorena I love you and I know you’re with me always.’
‘And I know you’ve cleared out and made way for what’s meant to be. I don’t know why I have no answers but I have to trust the process.
Tragic: Lauren thanked her fans for their support during an ‘awful heartbroken time’ after an incredibly tough period of her life on Thursday
It comes after Lauren told how she had brought her late baby daughter Lorena’s ashes home after she died due to complications during her birth last month.
Lauren shared a heartbreaking picture of her first born Larose, 12 months, and the tiny urn after they had returned home the ashes.
Lauren, who attended her ex-boyfriend’s funeral just the day before wrote on the picture: ‘We picked up Lorena’s ashes today. She is now at home with us.’
She tragically lost her daughter Lorena after she was born with two knots in her umbilical cord, tied around her neck and despite ten doctors fighting to save her, she passed away shortly after her birth.
Lorena was laid to rest two weeks before Jake’s funeral was held on Tuesday, with Lauren’s black eye clearly visible at the service.
Reports claim that Lauren’s friends have formed a ‘fortress of support’ around the reality star and she has been staying with a pal while she recovers from the alleged attack.
Jake, 33, and Lauren dated Jake from 2012 to 2016 – and they had reportedly got together two years ago – but he tragically lost his life when his car plunged 70ft off a cliff in Bodrum, Turkey on Sunday July 3.
Jake and his TOWIE star girlfriend Yazmin Oukhellou, 31, were in the horror car crash together, killing Jake and leaving her badly injured.
The funeral was escorted by supercars and expensive luxury vehicles, while Jake’s family and friends covered the cars in a Lamborghini floral arrangement.
Incident: Lauren’s ex-boyfriend Charles Drury (pictured), who has denied attacking Lauren, was arrested in the hours after their daughter’s funeral two weeks ago on suspicion of assault