Lauren Goodger says she wants to ‘look sexy’ now she’s single after ‘horrendous’ year

Lauren Goodger has said she’s had a “horrible” year going through a fitness overhaul in an attempt to “look sexy” again.

The 36-year-old TOWIE star’s newborn daughter, Lorena, died earlier this year due to complications during her birth.

While mourning the loss of her newborn, Lauren was reportedly attacked on the day of her baby’s funeral.

‘Healing’: Lauren Goodger has shared that she’s had a ‘horrible’ year and is undergoing a fitness overhaul to ‘look sexy’ again.

Her boyfriend and father of her daughter Larose, Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested and released on bail following the incident.

She also went through a “terrible whirlwind” when dealing with the deaths of both Lorena and her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost his life when his car crashed 20 meters off a cliff in Turkey in July.

Now Lauren has described her healthier lifestyle, from working out with personal trainer and former Dreamboy Lotan Carter to changing her diet as a way to move on.

Fitness overhaul: Lauren has detailed her healthier lifestyle, from working out with personal trainer and former Dreamboy Lotan Carter to changing her diet as a way to move on

She said she wants her implants removed and explained that she likes using OnlyFans because “it makes her feel sexy.”

Speaking to the new magazine, she explained, “I want to get a little slimmer and then I’ll take my implants out.” I am now over big breasts and big buttocks. I’m so over that look. I want to look sexy – I’m single. I’m back on OnlyFans. It’s something I like to do because it makes you feel sexy.”

Lauren said the training helped improve her mental health and took the place of therapy or medication.

She said: ‘People have advised me to see a counselor and maybe I will in the future, but it’s not something I want to do right now. I handle things differently. I am a warrior and always have been all my life. I am a survivor and I want to be strong for Larose. She keeps me going.’

Tragic: The 36-year-old TOWIE star’s newborn daughter, Lorena, died earlier this year due to complications during her birth

She went on to say that while she’s still struggling, she’s started to “heal” and that was reflected in her appetite.

Lauren said, ‘I’m still going through such a horrible time of my life, but I’m slowly getting there. After everything happened, I completely stopped eating. It wasn’t on purpose – I just wasn’t physically hungry due to the sadness and fear. Now I’m in a healthier place because I can eat again. It means I’m healing.’

The reality star returned to the X-rated subscription site OnlyFans earlier this month and teased upcoming content by posting photos from an old racy photo shoot to her Instagram story as she wrote, “I’m back baby!”

‘Sexy’: She said she wanted her implants removed and explained that she likes using OnlyFans because ‘it makes her feel sexy’

Lauren showed off her gorgeous curves in an instant, where she wore blue underwear and posed in front of a storm.

She showed off her ample assets and petite waist in the matching set that showcased her bronzed tan.

Lauren opted for a sexy wet hair look and radiant makeup as she pouted and held the camera with a sultry look.

The beauty joined the site in 2020 but recently took a break from sharing content.

She charges fans £42 ($50) a month to see her adult content.

Content: The beauty joined the site in 2020 but recently took a break from sharing content. She charges fans £42 ($50) a month to see her adult content

Lauren first revealed that she opened an account on the X-rated subscription service OnlyFans in July 2020, two years after she came up with the idea to sign up.

The reality TV star took to Instagram to make the reveal and share a link to the site, where she charges $50 a month for access.

Sharing a photo of herself pouting as she posed for a close-up selfie, the former reality star wrote, “I gave in! To all my fans who want to see me on fans only, now is the time… subscribe to #dailycontent.”

Lauren’s OnlyFans page was clearly excited to get started and featured her coquettishly posing in lingerie, while her content showed she had already shared 10 posts at the time.

Wow: In her introductory bio on the site, the brunette beauty writes, “Hey people! You win! Welcome to my highly anticipated content, for the eyes of Only Fans only. If you like what you see, subscribe to my exclusive page’

In her introductory bio on the site, the brunette beauty writes, “Hey people! You win! Welcome to my highly anticipated content, for the eyes of Only Fans only. If you like what you see, subscribe to my exclusive page.”

Lauren also took to her Instagram Stories to share a rave review from a subscriber.

The fan wrote: ‘Best £50 I’ve spent! You really are a beautiful woman… I’m nice [of] surprised you actually made one, but definitely not complaining haha.

“I just made an account to follow you… Anyway, I hope you’re doing well and look forward to more of your sexy photos and videos.”

Hitting out: In 2018, Lauren promised her fans that she planned to join OnlyFans, but just days later she had to admit that she didn’t know what she was signing up for