Lauren Goodger and daughter Larose fall ill ahead of charity walk for her baby Lorena 

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Lauren Goodger posts emotional final photo of late daughter Lorena ahead of charity walk in memory of her ‘angel child’

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Lauren Goodger has posted an emotional final photo of her late baby daughter Lorena ahead of a walk in memory of her ‘angel child’.

The former TOWIE star, 36, thanked fans for their support after the charity event in aid of The Lullaby Trust, which aims to prevent unexpected deaths in infancy and promote baby’s health, was suspended.

Lauren’s newborn baby died earlier this year due to complications during her birth.

Lauren Goodger and daughter Larose fall ill ahead of charity

On hiatus: Lauren Goodger, 35, has thanked fans for their support after her late daughter Lorena's charity walk was suspended

On hiatus: Lauren Goodger, 35, has thanked fans for their support after her late daughter Lorena's charity walk was suspended

On hiatus: Lauren Goodger, 35, has thanked fans for their support after her late daughter Lorena’s charity walk was suspended

Lauren took to Instagram to share a photo, writing, “This is to say a huge thank you to everyone who has supported me so far in your kind words and passing on.

“Lorena’s walk had to be postponed because her big sister Larose and I were suffering badly from tonsillitis.

Happy to share that we have a new walking date for early December.

Doing good: She had organized the event in aid of The Lullaby Trust, which aims to prevent unexpected deaths in infancy

Doing good: She had organized the event in aid of The Lullaby Trust, which aims to prevent unexpected deaths in infancy

Doing good: She had organized the event in aid of The Lullaby Trust, which aims to prevent unexpected deaths in infancy

“I will walk in Lorena’s memory for the Lullaby Trust and invite you to support me at a time of year when we hold our loved ones a little closer to remembering our babies, the angelic children we have lost by lighting a life , with a shining star leading my way, we remember.

“My love, prayers and thoughts are with you all. Stay strong.’

Lorena was born with two knots in her umbilical cord, tied around her neck, and despite ten doctors fighting to save her, she died shortly after she was born.

She wrote: 'I feel Lorena with me today.  thank you for showing me the way and this is the hardest journey but i know you watch and you guide mama'

She wrote: 'I feel Lorena with me today.  thank you for showing me the way and this is the hardest journey but i know you watch and you guide mama'

She wrote: ‘I feel Lorena with me today. thank you for showing me the way and this is the hardest journey but i know you watch and you guide mama’

It comes after Lauren said she’s on the “hardest journey” after tragically losing her newborn baby Lorena during birth due to complications earlier this year.

The former reality star revealed she can feel Lorena with me when she took to Instagram to share a sweet message last month.

She said she believes the newborn is “watching and guiding her” as she shared a black and white photo holding her daughter’s feet.

Feeling lost: The reality star admitted she 'lost herself completely' and wanted to get back to her pre-pregnancy self

Feeling lost: The reality star admitted she 'lost herself completely' and wanted to get back to her pre-pregnancy self

Feeling lost: The reality star admitted she ‘lost herself completely’ and wanted to get back to her pre-pregnancy self

She wrote: ‘I feel Lorena with me today. thank you for showing me the way and this is the hardest journey, but i know you are watching and guiding mama.’

While mourning the loss of her newborn baby, Lauren is said to have been assaulted on the day of her baby’s funeral.

Her boyfriend Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested and released on bail following the incident.

She also went through a “horrific whirlwind” with the deaths of both Lorena and her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost his life when his car plunged 70 feet off a cliff in Turkey in July.

Now, the reality star has admitted she ‘lost herself completely’ and wanted to get back to her pre-pregnancy self after falling pregnant with Lorena just eight weeks after giving birth to her first daughter Larose, 13 months.

In her Instagram story on Sunday she wrote: ‘I’ve been through a lot lately and still have my rough days or nights, I wake up crying etc.

“But I’m so strong and I have a little princess that I have to show you how to be nice, strong and an independent woman, etc.

“I’ve had 2 babies back to back and my body felt I hated I wasn’t me I completely lost myself.”

On/Off: She shares Larose with ex-partner Charles Drury, who is also Lorena's father

On/Off: She shares Larose with ex-partner Charles Drury, who is also Lorena's father

On/Off: She shares Larose with ex-partner Charles Drury, who is also Lorena’s father