I’m a Diagnosed Sociopath – Here’s My Twisted Inner Monologue That Tells Me to Hurt People When I Feel Powerless

A diagnosed narcissistic sociopath has revealed the twisted inner monologue that tells her to harm other people because they deserve to be ‘used and exploited’.

The woman, whose name is Delta, shared a video explaining what goes through her mind when she is emotionally triggered by the feeling of powerlessness, which she called “the main thing that hurts her.”

Delta explained that her triggers may include being dominated by another person, others showing aggression toward her, or committing acts of betrayal.

“Society made me this way in the first place, my environment made me this way, and I have the right to take that out on anyone else I see fit,” she said, speaking as her inner monologue.

‘Why on earth should I respect other people? They don’t deserve my respect. In fact, they deserve to be bulldozed by me. They deserve to be used and exploited because they are fucking worthless.”

A narcissistic sociopath is someone who has no remorse, is manipulative, and has a sense of entitlement.

She has been professionally diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASP).

“Why on earth am I the one diagnosed with NPD and ASPD and expected to change when the majority of society is inherently selfish, mean, disgusting and worthless?” Delta said in a voiceover.

‘Everyone is out for themselves, no one really cares about other people.’

Traumatic life experiences – especially during childhood – are believed to play a role in the development of both NPD and ASPD.

In a separate video, Delta explained that she suffers from traumas from adulthood, including poverty, institutionalized conditions and severe anxiety, and that these experiences exacerbated the condition she claimed to have had since childhood.

She has also previously said that her past experiences may have contributed to her diagnosis, claiming that by the time she was ten years old she had been sex trafficked for years and was reportedly raped regularly.

The inner monologue begins with Delta expressing disdain for society, the intentions of others, and the lack of justice she has experienced in her life.

“My entire life has been chronic abuse, abuse, neglect and injustice,” Delta said in an interview TikTok video.

“I never got justice for everything I went through, and I still don’t get justice for everything I went through.”

The inner monologue begins with Delta expressing disdain for society, the intentions of others, and the lack of justice she has experienced in her life.

Lacking empathy, narcissistic sociopaths often say things that hurt others, see people’s feelings as a sign of weakness and do not reciprocate the kindness other people show them, according to Very good.

A narcissistic sociopath’s main goal is to gain control over others, allowing him or her to fulfill his or her fantasies of superiority and power. Just psychology.

Her inner monologue continued, “I have a right to be sadistic after everything I’ve been through, and I don’t care what other people have to say about it.”

“I’ve been through so many things in my life and I deserve to do what I need to feel better.”

“I’ve suffered more than enough and don’t deserve it, and I want to make other people suffer.”

In an earlier video, Delta explained how hurting others or inciting conflict is a positive experience for her.

“For most people, emotions like hate and anger seem like something that causes them sadness, that doesn’t feel good to them – those emotions feel good to me,” she said.

‘I like to feel them and I look for them.’

In the description of her inner monologue video, Delta explained that this example of her stream of consciousness is “highly toxic and symptomatic.”

This is not an example of what her inner monologue always sounds like.

“It’s definitely a situational issue,” she said in the video.

Delta uses TikTok to share her experience as a diagnosed narcissistic sociopath and help people protect themselves from manipulative or abusive tactics used by people with the disorder.