Harry says Prince William believed their mother Princess Diana was ALIVE for years

Prince Harry has revealed that his older brother Prince William was convinced their mother Princess Diana was alive and said both brothers believed she would one day contact their children and take them away.

According to Harry, 38, he and William, 40, “talked about” the idea that their mother hadn’t died in the 1997 Paris car crash that saved her life, but had decided to “disappear for a while.” ‘, with the duke. from Sussex explaining that they believed it was “all part of a plan”.

“For a long time, I just refused to accept that she…was gone,” he told 60 Minutes host Anderson Cooper in an explosive new interview.

‘Um, part of, you know, she would never do this to us, but also part of, maybe this is all part of a plan.

‘[I believed she had disappeared] for a while, and then she would call us and we would go meet her, yes.’

According to Harry, 38, he and his brother discussed the idea that their mother’s death had been staged as part of a larger “plan”, and both believed that she would one day return to them.

Harry, who also wrote about it in his explosive new memoir Spare, added to Cooper that his brother “had similar thoughts”, saying: “William and I talked about it too. He had similar thoughts.

She admitted that she kept this belief alive for “many, many years,” adding that she “had high hopes” that her mother would one day return to be with her children, until she finally demanded that she be given access to the police report on her. death, which contained graphic images of the scene of his accident.

According to Harry, he wanted to see these images because they provided “proof” that she was really gone.

“Proof that she was in the car,” he told Cooper when asked why he had asked to see the report. Proof that she was hurt. And proof that the same paparazzi who chased her down the tunnel were the ones taking pictures of her, pictures of her lying half dead in the back seat of the car.

In his explosive new book Spare, which was accidentally published in Spain several days before its January 10 publication date, Harry writes at length about his struggle to come to terms with his mother’s death, admitting in its pages that he has only been able to mourn the loss on one occasion: his funeral.

In his explosive new book Spare, Harry reveals that he demanded to see the police report on his mother’s fatal car accident, which included footage of her wrecked vehicle.

The Duke (seen at his mother’s funeral) said he wanted to see the photos because he needed “proof” that Diana was really dead.

Speaking to Cooper, Harry opened up further about the “guilt” he felt over his inability to show emotion or shed a tear, telling the 60 Minutes host that he used to watch videos of his mother and think about memories of her. in a try to try and cry.

“There was this weight on my chest that I felt for so many years that I could never cry,” she said.

“So I was constantly trying to find a way to cry, but… even sitting on my couch and going through all the memories I could muster about my mother.” And sometimes she would watch videos online.

Harry struggled with his grief for years, and says it wasn’t until he started going to therapy and experimenting with psychedelics that he really came to terms with his mother’s death.

The Duke of Sussex told Cooper that psychedelics such as ayahuasca and magic mushrooms were his “medicine” after the great “loss” of his mother in 1997, saying that using psychedelics when he got older “finally killed the idea.” “. that he needed to be sad to prove that he ‘missed’ his mom.

“I would never recommend people do this recreationally,” he said.

“But doing it with the right people if you’re dealing with a great deal of loss or grief or trauma, then these things have a way of working as medicine.

‘For me, they cleaned the windshield, the windshield, the misery of loss. They took away that idea that she had in her head that she… needed to cry to show my mother that I missed her. When in reality, all she wanted was for me to be happy.