I’m a diagnosed sociopath – the twisted things I enjoy that would disgust others

A diagnosed narcissistic sociopath has revealed the twisted things she enjoys and what disgusts most people.

The woman, who goes by Delta, shared a video about her struggles after realizing she thrives on feeling intense hatred and anger, knowing the average person would have to despise the responses.

A narcissistic sociopath is someone who has no remorse, is manipulative, and has a sense of entitlement.

“I miss specific emotions, like empathy and regret, and many of my other emotions are quite dull,” Delta explained.

“I think I enjoy emotions like full of hate and anger because they are intense and they feel real.”

She added that anger and hatred encourage her to “live in a world where I normally don’t really feel much about anything.”

“This is why I like confrontation, why I seek out battles with other people, why I engage in risky behavior,” Delta said.

Delta uses TikTok to share her experience with being diagnosed as a narcissistic sociopath, while helping people protect themselves from the tactics used by those with the disorder.

Her latest clip focused on how she learned that her emotions are probably not the same as the average person’s.

“In general, I didn’t know that most people don’t like hate and anger,” she said.

Delta also revealed that she also suffers from antisocial personality disorder (ASPD), a mental illness that causes harmful behavior without remorse, which is a symptom of her diagnoses.

People with ASPD derive satisfaction from exploiting others and often have no problem hurting them due to a lack of remorse or guilt, according to Very good, ghost.

“For me, my ASPD blocks and dampens a lot of my emotions,” Delta said, noting that she feels no empathy or remorse.

Unlike most people who feel fulfilled by desire and happiness, for her such emotions leave an empty void.

‘[They] are very quickly transient or dulled, and do not necessarily feel real. They are more superficial,” she explained.

People with ASPD can be ruthless and attack others who oppose them.

But the opposition can feel like a game for people with the disorder and provide an incentive in life.

Although Delta claimed that she is not 100 percent devoid of emotions, anger and hatred keep her from “seeking adrenaline and stimulation.”

When that happens, “a lot of it translates into wanting to make people angry, feeling anger, hating people,” she said.

“Anything that gives me a feeling of adrenaline in any way is something I think I can go after.”

It’s partly the power and control she feels behind strong emotions like hate that make it so appealing.

A narcissistic sociopath’s main goal is to gain control over others, allowing him or her to fulfill his or her fantasies of superiority and power. Just psychology.

“For most people, emotions like hate and anger seem like something that causes them sadness, that doesn’t feel good to them – those emotions feel good to me,” Delta said.

‘I like to feel them and I look for them.’

In a separate video, Delta explained that she suffers from traumas from adulthood, including poverty, being institutionalized and severe anxiety, and that these experiences exacerbated the condition she claimed had been there since childhood.

She has also previously said that her past experiences may have contributed to her diagnosis, claiming that by the time she was ten years old she had been sex trafficked for years and was reportedly raped regularly.

“Of all the emotions I feel, I experience anger the most intensely,” Delta said in her new video.

“I don’t have a problem with feeling anger, and so I think because it gives me a sense of stimulation, it helps my boredom and allows me to feel real and human.”