Playboy vet Kendra Wilkinson says she was ‘a little bit off mentally’ when she was filming her real estate show

Kendra Wilkinson says she was “a little mentally off” while filming her comeback TV show.

The 39-year-old reality star – who rose to fame as one of Hugh Hefner’s girlfriends and appeared on The Girls Next Door in the late 2000s – admitted that when she went back in front of the camera for Kendra Sells Hollywood, she wasn’t . At first ‘really ready’.

She told me People: ‘I kind of regret filming my last show because I wasn’t really ready for it.

‘Mentally I was a bit wrong. I was a bit mentally absent and I wasn’t prepared to be in front of the camera. I wasn’t completely healed or that far yet. Now that’s where I feel.’

The Playboy legend – who has Hank, 14, and daughter Alijah, nine, with her ex-husband Hank Baskett – completed filming Kendra Sells Hollywood in 2023 after two seasons.

She also recently admitted that she is looking forward to returning to the small screen with a project that she hinted would focus on her dating life.

She said: ‘There are two shows I’m working on. ‘I’ll announce it in a few weeks. I love making television. So I’m not going to stop doing that.

‘Nobody ever saw me dating again. I’m really looking forward to announcing what I have in store for you.”

Earlier this year, Kendra announced that she had put her real estate career on the back burner to focus on motherhood. Kendra announced on Instagram, “My relationship with real estate has ended at this time and I am moving on to new projects.

“I am blessed and grateful for all the support and guidance I received. Real estate is hard and I might get back into it later.

‘For now it’s a bit stressful in my life, so I’m focusing on myself and the kids and getting my mental health back to normal so that I have the strength to go back into it in a good head. I love you and thank you guys.”

This comes after she revealed this isn’t allowed on a high-end dating app.

She was upfront about it People at the 11th annual American Reality Television Awards in Los Angeles.

The Playboy vet was previously married to Hank Baskett from 2009 to 2018 — and the former couple have two children: Hank IV, 14, and Alijah, 10.

Since the split and after taking time to focus on raising her children, Wilkinson explained that she has been on the waiting list for private membership app Raya for four years.

A number of celebrities have also used the app in the past, such as Channing Tatum, Kiernan Shipka, Demi Lovato and Paul Mescal.

“It’s hilarious because the universe is talking to me. I’ve been trying to get on Raya and it’s been on the waiting list for four years,” Kendra told the outlet.

She was a top pin-up at Playboy; seen left and right in 2008

From left, playmate Holly Madison, publisher Hugh Hefner, playmate Bridget Marquardt and Wilkinson arrive at the 2008 premiere of House Bunny in Westwood

‘I swear to God and they won’t let me in. So the universe is basically saying, “We’re not ready for you. Dating world, Kendra isn’t getting in. You better wait another five years.” ‘

“Because once… Kendra enters the dating world, that’s it. It’s going to be hilarious and fun,” the star added.

Despite still waiting to be admitted to Raya, the mother of two revealed to People that she has ‘a few boo things scattered around LA’

‘I need a bit of a level-up now. Just because I have a little sex every now and then doesn’t make them anything more than that.’

Wilkinson continued: “So I’m looking for something more than that now. So I’m definitely ready now.”

The media personality later revealed that she might be stepping back from the world of reality television that follows her love life.

She said: ‘I’m working on a show at the moment, I’m making one. And it could be something that no one has seen me do before.”

‘And what hasn’t anyone seen me do before? People have seen my crotch, they’ve seen my breasts, they’ve seen the birth of my children, but no one has ever seen me dating. So maybe I’m open to that concept.”

Since the split and after taking time to focus on raising her children, Wilkinson explained that she has been on the waiting list for private membership app Raya for four years.

The Playboy vet was previously married to Hank Baskett from 2009 to 2018 — and the former couple have two children: Hank IV, 14, and Alijah, 10; Kendra and Hank were seen in West Hollywood in 2016

Earlier this year, in January, Kendra announced People that she had remained “celibate” after her divorce from Baskett.

The former couple split after cheating allegations against Hank came to light, but stated that the retired NFL player is a “great co-parent.”

“It’s been so long since I’ve had sex – it’s been so long since I’ve had sex,” the reality star said at the time.

‘Because I was also ashamed of my sexuality. Everyone sees me as a sex icon, so I felt ashamed. I felt ashamed and stayed away from anything that had to do with sex. I almost became celibate.’

Wilkinson added: “I can’t go back in time and rewire history, but I’m here to move forward in my life and up. And live a good life. That’s what I’m here for.’

She then talked about her children, saying, “They are good, solid people who strive to achieve in life. And I have so much good going for me.”

‘It’s just the beginning of my life. I feel like I just pressed a rebirth. It feels like I’m being dealt new cards. Like what’s in front of me now?’

She also spoke to Monday E! News at the red carpet event, telling the outlet that she doesn’t “hide” her past from her children.

Notably, Kendra was one of Hugh Hefner’s girlfriends and her life in the Playboy mansion was documented in the reality series entitled The Girls Next Door.

‘I’m not hiding. The one thing I don’t do is hide my past from the kids,” Wilkinson explained.

She then added, “I’ve been working so much on myself, through therapy and through medication and through whatever I can do to really come to peace with everything, like I was burning out with worry. I’m done worrying.’

The star went on to explain that she has found peace with her past, saying, “It’s significant. I can tell the children what mother has been through, I can’t hide anything…’

“Show them that you’re going to be okay, through anything and everything, and that you can pass by anywhere in the world and be fine.”

Kendra said, “If they want to know something, they ask and I tell them. We just have a very open communication and relationship, and they really appreciate that.”

On Monday, she also spoke to E! News during the red carpet event, telling the outlet that she doesn’t “hide” her past from her children

Kendra at the 11th Annual Reality TV Awards at Avalon Hollywood & Bardot in Los Angeles on November 18

Earlier this year in May, the media personality – who currently has 3.1 million followers on Instagram – announced that she was quitting real estate.

She mainly dabbled in the craft and also starred in her own reality TV series titled Kendra Sells Hollywood, which came to an end last year.

At the time of the reveal, Wilkinson told her fans on Instagram that she would be focusing on several projects.

The beauty added that real estate has been “a bit stressful in my life, so I’m focusing on myself and the kids and getting my mental health back to normal so I have the strength to get back into it with a clear head.” to go.’