Retired Upper Class Escort Amanda Goff AKA ‘Samantha X’ Reveals She Only Has ONE Regret
Amanda Goff was once Australia’s most famous escort, known under the nickname Samantha X.
But the author and journalist has turned the page, leaving the industry that made her a household name last year.
The 48-year-old had a heart-to-heart with her fans on Instagram this week, revealing that she only regrets her time as a sex worker.
Amanda Goff (pictured) was once Australia’s most famous escort, known under the nickname Samantha X. But the author and journalist has turned a new leaf, leaving the industry that made her a household name last year.
Amanda admits that her surgically augmented breasts are too big and she wishes she hadn’t had the procedure.
“As much as I love my breasts, I also think they got too big at times and I’m looking to (maybe) reduce them at some point,” she said.
“Sometimes I feel self-conscious about them and I feel like that’s what people only know me for. So yes, if anything, the boobs.
The 48-year-old says her only regrets about her time as a sex worker: Her surgically augmented breasts are too big and she wishes she hadn’t had the procedure.
“Although in a truly bipolar way, I oscillate between loving them and hating them.”
Asked by a curious fan if she regretted being an escort, Amanda replied: “In short, no.”
She continued: ‘Despite the controversy, the trial, the stigma, the fallout, I don’t regret a single decision I’ve made, from exposing myself to my books, to the media.
“As much as I love my breasts, I also think they got too big at times and I’m looking to (maybe) reduce them at some point,” she said.
“The lessons I’ve learned, the compassion, empathy, resilience and authenticity I’m now armed with, I wouldn’t trade for the world.
“I feel privileged to be a vehicle for men to open up and honored that in some way I help women discover their sexuality.
“It hasn’t been easy for many reasons and I struggle a lot with guilt and shame at times, but what I’ve learned about men, women and myself is a gift.
“Sometimes I feel self-conscious about them and I feel like that’s what people only know me for. So yeah, if anything, the boobs,’ he added.
“I also learned that most people are hypocrites and I can sniff out bulls in nanoseconds.”
Last year, Amanda said Stellar Magazine that she is ‘ashamed’ of her previous career and has changed her ways after being diagnosed with bipolar II disorder.
“Now that the fog has started to clear, I am ashamed of some of my choices, especially making them public,” he said.
Asked by a curious fan if she regretted being an escort, Amanda replied: “In short, no.”
“I don’t recognize the woman who did that and it’s galling to me.”
She continued: ‘I’m not blaming my bipolar or saying it was all because of my bipolar at all. But would I have made those decisions if I had been diagnosed and medicated? Chances are he wouldn’t have been so public about it.’
Amanda says that creating her alter ego Samantha X “was a way of dealing with some trauma in my life” and she felt she was “acting out” by involving that side of herself.
‘I felt invincible as Samantha. At the time, I had no problem going public despite the shock from friends and family,” she says.
Last year, Amanda told Stellar Magazine that she is “ashamed” of her previous career and changed her ways after being diagnosed with bipolar II disorder.
It was as if he couldn’t understand her concerns. He was closed to it. He was on some kind of high, which I now understand is mania.’
Amanda has now reclaimed the ‘very traditional and conservative’ person that she is at heart.
The Sydney-based influencer was once described as the highest paid sex worker in the country.
Amanda has now reclaimed the ‘very traditional and conservative’ person she is at heart
He abandoned his successful career as a journalist to embark on a controversial path that quickly earned him a whole new fan base.
Amanda established herself as Australia’s most recognizable escort, writing two memoirs, creating her own lingerie, adult toy brand and agency.
He also ran an escort agency with his business partner.
In addition to running behind the scenes at her agency, Amanda was busy completing a master’s degree in counseling and psychology.
She explained: ‘I’m not blaming my bipolar disorder or saying it was all because of my bipolar disorder. But would I have made those decisions if I had been diagnosed and medicated? Chances are he wouldn’t have been so public about it.’